My cup of coffee is empty.
Don't even have a cig lit.
Prayer for Security
October 7, 2007Dear God,
The world may shout at me that I am one insecure person. That I don't have contentment and still aims for more. That I sometimes isolate myself and feel unloved.
I even (sometimes) want to wake up one morning that bad memories will no longer be remembered. And the past that still haunts me will completely be erased in my mind. That certain past even made me compete with anything and everything on anyone - because I don't want to be called a loser. And I'm afraid to realize that it's only myself I'm competing with.
But it's always You who teaches me to love myself and it's You who will have to be the center of all rather than I. Above all, I thank You for the things You gave me and will give me - the persons I have now, the creativity I want to share and the future that awaits me.
Please touch my heart.














